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Jul 24, 2004

Hawtt Skaterrrs

        Alrightyyy sO thnkx tO Kelley, Ashleigh, Reasa, Annie, Dillon, Lizzie n Tessa they all cheered me up s0o much I <3 youhsz !! Thnkx for it all -- So then I relised I really don`t need him ... S0 I`m n0t upset anym0re .. And I think I`m finally startin t0 lyke s0me1 new..So then I got my nails d0ne at Hello G0rgeuss :-) Their s0o perttii !! Hehe..Then I called up Katherine Mary F0ster and talked tO her fOr a while...Hm....

            Then I was gonna g0 to the 4H wif Kaytie but mah momma said n0 s0 instead we went shopping .n. we were gonna g0 to Depf0rd but instead we started g0in to the Cherry Hill One..Then mah mommy t0ld me that they have a skatepark (([ HOTT BOYS ])) at the M0rristOwn mall -- S0o I said lets go there.. Then when we got there *wh0a man* dude thoughsz guysz were s0o0o0o fuckkkiinggg hottttttttt <-- how manii t's is that? anywh0 -- So then I stayed there for onlii about a billion hours, then went shopping .. Then I t0ld mommy i wanted tO gO back in the skate park so we did :-) And there was this hott kid there and I was watching him like the whole time and he kept lookin at me hehehehe wh0a man he was s0o fucking hawtttttt :-) Wh0o0o h0ttest kid i like e.v.e.r seennn :Besides Brian Haugh: :-p

         Anywh0o -- So then I came back 0n line and talked t0o Ashleigh [[She`s fucking awesomee]] n I t0ld her next time I g0 t0 the M0rrist0wn mall -- She`s comin wif me :-) So she said Okayy!! hehe o0mg .. Then I called kaytie and michelle (her sister) wanted to get an icon so i had to get it for her since she`s a lazy whore and cant get it herself..s0 i g0t her one -- but she didn`t like it .. ME AND KAYTIE DID!!! .. hehe It said "Hello, I`m a whore" on it :-) It was s0o0o0o cuute..But then I got her another one and it was like Chad Michael Murray [[H0ttness]]... And n0w I think it`s Saturday but I`m not sure-- Okay yeh I just asked robyn leigh :-) It`s saturdayy !! wh0o0o !! Okayy..I`m gonna g0o take a shower and get readii f0r tha daii . . . Anything g0in 0n ? -- * RiNg It UpPp !

M0nDaii  I   Am   Waiting ][
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Wednsday I Can't Sleep **
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^ Ladies .n. G3ntalmen --> That Be R0byn Leigh Sauer :-) Haha -- Bffenenene --> Lylas

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Jul 23, 2004

Oh My God .. :-(

* Wow I n.e.v.e.r knew yu would be like this * I love yu so much..And wht yu don`t give a shit about me? .. Dude how could this happen :-x I hayte yu n love yu s0o much at the same time -- W/e I guess I`m not good enough f0r yu then...Yu make me feel s0o fucking uglii I unno why I still love yu afer how badlii yu hurt me and everything...God wtf is wrong with yu...I ` Still ` Love ` You ` With ` Every ` Broken ` Piece ` Of ` My ` Heart <|3 .. * I Just Wish I Was Good Enough For Youh *

SoCcErQuTiE1112: CARLY ELISE GUNDRUM U ARE NOT FUCKIN UGLY DONT EVA SAY THAT AGAIN
^ Thnkx s0o much tessa lylas

Je TaiMe LoH Ex: carly i think your beautiful and if he turns you down forget him , he cant handle you lol , dude any girl would DIE to look like you
Je TaiMe LoH Ex: dude carly your the one whose beautiful andyour not fat at ALL , your are so pretty and i wishi looked like you , and if you think you are the ugliest girl , oh my god i must be like the ugleist girl EVER
^ Kelley yu help me out soo much thnkx s0o much for everything, and dont ever think yur ugly..yur s0o pretty, DO NOT EVER think that -- Thnkx s0o0o0o much -- lylas bffenenenene

xOMattsgurl4eva: nOO!!! o0o0o hell No you deff aint ugly and if he makes yu feel lyke that then he is One stupid asSs that dunt deserve yOu nd if this is OPver him nd another girl then that damn girl is goin down!!
^ Ahh Ashleigh I have no idea what I`d do if i didn`t meet yu this yr! Yu always help me out - Thnkx !! lylas !!

XxaNNaYY27xX: well u've had more then 1 ND U KNO U MUSTA HAd sum GOOD TIMES WEN U WERE LOOKIN AT THEM NE THEY WERE LOOKIN AT U ND FER THLIT SECOND U KNEW THAT HE WAS THINKIN BOUT U ......IF THAT DOESNT TELL U "BEAUTIFUL" THEN I DUNT KNO WUT THE HELL UR SMOKIN
XxaNNaYY27xX: maybe it'll take him some time to realize that u didnt change nd that he still likes u.....
XxaNNaYY27xX: i'll still beat the shit outta him tho
XxaNNaYY27xX: but neway....u shudnt let ne1 else no matter how b-e-a-utiful they r judge u bc ...u can always find sumthin that u dont like about them nd there is always sum1 better
^ Annie - I`ve kn0wn yu forever n yu always help me out -- lylas bffenenene

Blondebabiigrl15: carlii ur not ugly dont let any1 tell u different
^ Thnkx s0o0o0o much lizzie , staii true chicka ! lylas bffeneene

x0 Kaytie 0x: if you say your not pretty one more time ill punch you in the face kick you adn stick a fork up your buthole!
^ Ew kaytie thats s0o0o cuute !! ahha i love you - thnkx s0o much for everything!! Lylas bffenenene

AkaAk002: well sister u can do better!!
^ Dillon i love you so fucking much!! yur the best -- lylab !!

Jerzi x Babi: omg you are beautiful you needa stop
Jerzi x Babi: tell him reasa mae marcus will kick his ass :-)
^ thnkx s0o much reasa, yu help me out with everything I miss yu so much..Lylas!!

^^ Thnkx s0o much guysz, i love yuhsz s0o much -- I have noo idea at all wht I would do with out youhs when times get hard

Anyways :: I think I might as well just move on...I mean it`s not like I am gonna get him, I guess he`s too good for me then but whatever..Why do girls always go for the guys they like can`t have? I like someone else t0o .. So w/e...And maybe that person won`t be an ass hole ***** :-) Hawttness lol -- * [[ It just sux cause I think I`m alwaysz gonna like the other guy .. But whatever, why should i waste my time on him if he just makes me feel like shit? Yeah exactly -- I shouldn`t so fuck that -- But thnkx for helpin me out Kel,Kaytie,Lizzie,Ashleigh,Tessa,Dillon,Reasa .n. Annie ! I unno wht I`d do wif out youhsz in times like these - ][ Thnkx for it all ][ -

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Jul 21, 2004

- * ParTaYy ! * -

         Hehe today was fun .. .. .. I woke up around 8:30 to go to acting , - When I got there I went in the lobby and me, Bri, Jen, Maddie and Gabby all danced to Ashlee Simpson haha we`re cool - ; Then me and Bri left n went into the audatorium and eventually every1 all came up on tha stage and just hung out and got readii for Haines and Jen`s surprise wedding shower :-) when we were waiting me, Nick, Bri, Jen, Gabby, Gabby, Maddy and Evy were all backstage and i was sitting on Nick`s lap :-) Hehe * Nick you`re so cuuuute i loooove youuu !! * anywhoo..Then Nick said his shirt was workin cause it had Chick Magnet written on it and then we all started laughin .n. then we went on stage and opened the curtain cause Jen .n. Haines walked in and we started singin some congratulations song to them...Then we ate :-D !! Yummayy ! haha Gabby; the blue berry muffinsz ! heheh bffenene --> lylas !! ... So then Nick said me, Gabby, and Maddy were his girlfriends so we all sat down and he layed across our laps haha it was so funny and then nick like stood on my legsz haha it was s0o funny .. Well then the daii was like over, and then my momma picked me up [[ Bri bri ; I beat you !! Hehe, bffenene --> lylas !! ]] .. So me and Gabby might have a s.o soon ! :-) - And tonight is the Dave Mathews concert but I didn`t wanna go so Matt`s coming over instead I think...
             Write In Here Layter <3 x0ox
        Alrighty...So I`m just chillin Matt`s here...Hmm..Oh riiight...Kelley told me she`s gonna get her hair dyed dark red..Hehe [ G0od luck Kell haha lylas bffenene ] - * Anywho.. Marianna Paola LeDonne wants a boyfriend - * Any Takers? * - Haha Marianna yur a goof ball .. Lol .. Ashleigh n me talked and we relised ALL guysz are the sayme, and they`re never gonna change - So w/e :-) Thnkx s0o much for it all Ashleigh .. Yur the best Lylas !! * --> S0o nuffyn else is reallii happenin..Write Layter on in the week <3 x0ox !

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Jul 20, 2004

Surveyyyy

YOU

Name; Carly

Age; 12

Height; 5"0

Weight; I unno

Shoesize; 7.5

Birthday; October 28th

Hair color; Light brown, blonde highlights and afew red streaks

Eye color; Brown

FAVORITES

Radio Station; 96.5

Song; Sunshinee

CD; I unno

T.V Channel; MTV - * 160

Show; The Real World

Movie; My Best Friends Wedding

Website; I unno?

Store; Aeropostal for clothes .n. Ulta for makeup n stuff like that

Mall; Depford

Vacation Spot; Floridaa

Sport; Soccer

Color; Light

Purple .n. Baby Blue

Animal; Dunno

Scent; Glo

CHOSE BETWEEN

Summer/Winter; Summerr

Night/Day; Hmm…For a party night

Saturday/Sunday; Saturday

Beach/Pool; Beach!!!

Homework/Classwork; Neither – But classwork I guess

T.v/Computer; Computer

Phone/AIM; AIM

Bike/Car; Car

Radio/CD; Radio

Rapper/Skater; For a boy -> Skater

Basketball/Football; To Watch? …football

Pictures/Home movies; Pictures

Coke/Pepsi; Pepsi

Mountain Dew/Sprite; Neither .. But I really hate sprite..so I guess mountain dew

ROMANCE

Do you have a boyfriend? Nope

Are you married? No

Are you inlove? Might be

Do you have a crush? Yeah

Does anyone like you? Yep

Have you ever told some1 you loved them? Yeah

Did you mean it? Onlii for one person

What was the most romantic moment you had with someone? Dont feel like explainin

Who was your best boyfriend? Uhhh * * *

Why was he your best boyfriend? Cause he was so sweet and was so nice to me

LAST PERSON YOU

I/med; hmm I think it was Kaytie

Called; Erica Lynn Smargissoooo

Had a sleepover with; Kaytie

Got in a fight with; I think Kelsi

Went to the movies with; Emily, Annie, Chris, Kyla

Went on a date with; I think it was Pat when we were goin out

Where did you go? Movies

Hugged; Gabby

Kissed; Evan

Stayed on the phone all night with; Zach

Had an all nighter with; Kaytie

Went to the mall with; My mom

Complimented; Not sure

HAVE YOU EVER

Stayed up 24 hours straight? I think once

Stayed on the phone all night? Yeah

Who was it with? Kaytie, Jon, Pat, Zach, Jay

Fell asleep in class? Yessums

Kissed someone? Yeah

Been kissed? Same thing right?

Sang at a kareoke bar? Haha yeah!

With anyone? If so, who? Yepp..My bestest friends Jeyse .n. Chels

Done something you didn’t want to do? Yeah

Been mad at a best friend? Yeah

Who was it? Kel, Kelsi, Jeyse, Emily, Jon

Made your own poem up? Hmm yeah

Skipped class? Yeah hehe

With who? Kaytie and Erik

Had to take a ride in a cop car? Yeah !!!

Did you ride in it by yourself? No…I rode it with Erica

Been introuble? Yeah alot

YOUR FRIENDS

Clostest Friends? Jeyse,Chels,Kaytie,Erica,Kel,Jon,Richie,Kyle,Mitch,Dom,Christine

Why are you friends? Uhmm cause? I don’t know lol

How did you meet? I met them all basically from school

Who do you trust most? Kaytie, Jon, Jeyse, Christine

Who’s the most trusting? Kaytie, Erica, Kyle

Who’s the sweetest? Kyle, Jon

Who’s the nicest? Kyle Francis Young

Who do you have the most insders with? Kaytie, Jeyse, Chels

Who is the best advice givers? Kelley, Kaytie, Christine

Who is the funniest? Kaytie, Erica, Richie, Mitch, Chels, Kel

Hottest Friend? Richie .n. Jon

Loudest? KELLEY

Who’s the most blonde? Kaytie

Who’s the smartest? Dominic

Who’s the most like you? Hm….In personality…Erica

Who do you fight with most? Kelley

Who is the most perfect? Chelsea

Most popular? From my school problii Kaytie n from gboro..Emily

Most athletic? Chelsea, Christina

Weirdest? None of them

Rudest? None of them

DO YOU KNOW ANYONE NAMED…

Sara; Hinkle, Herman, and I dunno her..but Moncher

Kevin; Pluymers (Sisters boyfriends brother)

Megan; Sullivan (Ew) and Cox

Nicholas; Flamini, Gardiner

Christina; Matranga

Ken; Nope

Emily; Sheridan

Connor; Mcafferty, Kain

Margret; Nope

Christopher; my brother and Mcaughlin or w/e, Bailey

Elizabeth; Lange, Whisnewski

Jacob; Yepp this kid from maryland

Ranee; Yeah my grammys cousin I think

Brian; Hoagland, Haugh, Cain

Chloe; Nope

Jonathan; Secula, Smith, Hill

Paige; Nope

Adam; Hoffman

Gabriell; Wilson, Zardes or w/e

Josh; Don’t know him..but Botner

Shannon; Griesle, Loftus, Clark

Zach; Greenwald (ASS HOLE!) and Kier

LAST FEW QUESTIONS

Did you have fun? Sure

Will you take another survey like this? I unno sure why not

Did you get this from a friend? Nope

What are you going to do when you complete this? I unno

Will you have a nice day? Well it`s like 7:00 – So night lol

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Jul 19, 2004

Last Weekend

      So Saturday was the carwash/yard sale/bake sale thing for theater ... Me,Gabby and Devon all walked up to Broadway and danced! Hehe it was so funny...Then we came back, got water bottles...Jen came with us then and Laura and Nick and we got money and stuff..So then we came back and got cupcakes !! :-) It was F . U . N :-) Haha, then me, Christine and BJ were all standin in the middle of the street gettin people to go into the carwash and some of them did lol..Then my mom picked me up around 12:00 and we went home and I got ready then we went to Jimmy`s and then when we got there I went in the pool and then we went out to eat and then went to Washington D.c; I saw the Whitehouse, World War 2 Memorial, Vietnam Memorial, Lincoln Memorial and George Washington Memorial...At the World War 2 .n. Vietnam Memorial it was so sad :-( -- But I was walkin down the hill at the Vietnam one and since it was slippery from the rain and it was like really smooth stone...I slipped and like slid down the hill lol then when I stopped I tripped and almost fell..Anywhooo..Then me and Jimmy were walkin and Jimmy started singin some song I unno lol .. Then we got in the car and by the time we got back to Jimmy`s it was like 12:00 so I was tired then I went to sleep...
       Sunday my mommy woke me up cause we were going back into Washington D.c for the day; So I ate breakfast, then got a shower and got ready and all, then we left and when we got there we walked around and went to the Capital and then went to some museum -- I saw this Hope Diamond thing, psh it was huuuge...Then my sister and her boyfriend Keith met us in this other museum and we looked around there...Then I met these 2 hott kids 8-) Whoo they were hawtt .. Anyways then I left and then we went to Jimmy`s, then we left and I came back home -- Got back around 10, came on here..Then went to bed
        Today; I woke up then went to acting - Nothin really happened there ... Then my mom picked me up and took me to this place in Washington Twp. to get tap shoes and it was closed, but we went to go get lunch some hoagie place :-) It was goooood...So yeah, that was pretty much my weekend :-) - - - <3

Come See The Show I`m In!!! --> Bugsy Malone
[[ August 6th ; 7:30 P.m ]]
{{ August 7th ; 2:00 & 7:30 P.m }}
$5.00 A Ticket . . Pitman Highschool Audatorium

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Jul 16, 2004

Kelley Yur Too Good For That Ass Hole!!!!!

Alright so I`m grounded for afew weeks cause me and Kaytie walked to Bobby Forrests and my mommy didn`t know so now I`m grounded...Anyways...The police stopped by my house to show me a picture of a guy they caught and think it`s the guy that tried to get me and Erica in his car...I think it`s him, and he tried to do it to two other girls in like Vineland or something *Ew he`s such an ugly fucking ass hole I hope that he like fucking dies in jail or something* Hehe :-) Anywhoo....
Kelley was upset last night because the fag ass hole Zachary Michael Greenwald cheeted on her ( Yeah that`s right he cheated on my best friend ) Zach; you`re a fucking ass hole and I hope noone goes out with you, I don`t know how or why you did that to Kelley she`s way to good for you and you hurt her so bad..You`re a fucking gay retarded ass hole and I remember how upset you were when Kelley dumped you, and she took you back even though you were stupid to her before..You`re an ass hole Zach ** Kelley; You are too good for him, and don`t ever think you`re ugly because of what he did to you, You`re not ugly so don`t e.v.e.r say something like that or I`ll punch you in your face !! Haha, I`ll always be here for you if you need something and I`ll try to make you feel better...And there`s a million other guys and I`m sure that none of them will be an ass hole like Zach was to you, Don`t worry it will all be okay, and through all the fights, we`ll always be -- *Bestest friends forever* >> :: Sisters For Life :: <<

               Okayy so today I went to the mall with my mommy and I got cute jeans and a shirt and icecream :-) And then we went to some book store Barnsanoble or something? I don`t know lol anyways, there was some hott kid there .. Hehe, then I went to the music section and listened to Yellow card and Switchfoot :-) and blasted it and everyone was like uhhhh haha it was funnayyy!! So then my momma told me that her friend Allison (( She`s like my aunt basically )) wants to see "The Notebook" and I really wanna see that so I might go sometime this week with her...
                           * I`ll write in this later <3 *
                Alrightyy...So tonight I was okay, but then I started reading some old convosz from me .n. ___ and yeah .. I really started relisin I still really like him :-( So then I started to cry and then I was talkin to Christine and she`s making me feel better...But it just sux that I still like him when he`s n.e.v.e.r gonna like me again...I`m so confused about some stuff...I just wish he liked me again - * So I could tell him how much he really means to me - [[ I`m sorry I`m not anything you ever dreamed of ]] -

Christine; Thnkx so much for it all
You always help me out when I
really need to talk to someone..
I`ll always be here if you need something
* Sisters For Life * Bffenenenene -->

                                                     <*3 -- . Funny How Two Tear Drops Make A Heart . -- <|3

-- -- -- * I Still Love You * -- -- --

                                                   Much Love xox ,
                                                           Carlii Elise <3

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Jul 14, 2004

:-)

             Heyy . . . I was on the phone wif Zachary and Jay till like 4:30 in the morning the other day...Then I woke up, went on the computer - talked to maddie .. Then she invited me over her house, so I went there for a while .. We walked to Jim and Mikes Pizza place :-) And got Pizza and Fries [[ Yummy ]] . Anyways ... Then we went back to her house went on her laptop and I left around 6:00
            Then Monday I had acting [[ I was happy cause I got to see Gabby and I haven`t seen her for like forever and a day..Hehe lylas! ]] Anywho...We hardly did anything besides run through the show .. Talk about costumes and all that shyt.. Then Bill .The Director. Told us we either could watch a movie and go to practice .. Or staii home for the next two days .. And ofcourse I wanna staii home..So I am :-) Hehe..Maddie slept over :-) We hung out, went out to eat at PB`s .. Went to Blockbuster and gots Gothica and Duplex!! We onlii watched Gothica :-x It was scary .. But good . . . So then we went to bed late
              Tuesday me n Maddie woke up around 12:30 - Then Antwell n Dan called me up and we just talked, then me and Maddie got readii and went to the mall -- We looked around..But we just got stuff from Aero....Came back home went on the trampoline, called Katherine Mary Foster .. * Bestest Friends Forever and Ever .. Thnkx For It All * Then I was on the phone with her for a while, my mom got pissed off and all bitchy at me so she made me get off, then Brian called me and my mom threw a fit n was a bitch to him I was like MOM DON`T YELL YOURE INSANE MY GOD!! So now I`m like introuble and I can`t be on the phone past 10, but I am anyways...So it`s 2:27 in the morning, so really its like Wednsday.. But anyways.. I called up Katie on a cellular and we talked for an hour I guess, then I went downstairs, got oreos and milk and put my clothes in the dryer and came back upstairs cause my mom was bitchin at me for that..Ugh I think she`s going crazy..hehe..Well I`m gonna go to bed, and when I wake up .. I`m gonna call Katie to see what the plans are for the day..Then problii go to her house - - Or if my mom makes me go with her - Go to New York which I really don`t wanna do cause yeah I was just there and I feel like goin to Katie`s cause I haven`t seen her forever .. So let`s hope my mom decides to not be a bitch for like one day !! Whoo .. We`ll see --

                                So Goodnight <3 xox Love Youhsz xOx
                                                   <3 Always Carlii Elise ::

Bobby; ilu so much ! yur the cutest 6th grader e.v.e.r
Never change ! I`ll alwaysz be here for yu ! <3 mwah

- I h0p3 y0uh kn03 wh3n it`s lat3 at night - ::
* * * I h0ld 0nt0 my pill0w tight * * *
<3 And think b0ut h0w y0uh pr0mis3d m3 f0r3v3r --> <3
>> I n3v3r th0ught that an31 c0uld mak3 m3 f33l thisz way <<

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Jul 11, 2004

Past Few Days..

Friday night I slept over Erica`s house and we hung out for a while ... Got pizza and Cheesey fries hehe - Went on the computer -n- I met one of Maddie`s friends Zach [[ He`s pretty cool ]] -- So then me and Er Er Binx called him .. haha -- Then called Justin and Erica talked to Sean haha .. He`s my best friend :-) Watched "Stand By Me" then went to sleep...
Saturday me and Erica woke up around like 12:30 -- Then hung out for a while and got readii for the daii -n- Her friend Amber came over - And then Katherine Mary Foster came over !! :-) He he -- Then we all went on the roof and me and Katie went on the top and said we were Santy Clause and were about to go down the chimney but then Er Er Binx told us to get back so we did...Then we all got introuble for bein on the roof :-x So anyways .. I left around 11:15 came home and then came on the computer and then Madeline Katherine called me we stayed on the phone till like 4:00 in the morning and then I woke up around 2:15 :-)

              Today I went to Maddie`s house :-) We walked to Jim and Mikes pizza ... Then when we got there we had to count all our money and since we`re not the smartest people we counted it wrong so we didn`t have enough for all the stuff we were gonna get but we got enough hehe -- so then we got out food and we were just talkin and stuff .. And some hott kids walked by the window lol hehe .. They were Maddie`s friends but it`s all good :-p haha .. So anyways, we got back to her house and went on her laptop and then got ice tea hehe .. I got picked up around 6:15..Then came home and talked to some people on the internet and Zach asked me if I could call him so I might go do that soon -n- now I`m talkin to Elizabeth May Lange (( She`s The Verrry Bestest )) Alrightyy .. Hehe, well I`m out --

                       xOx <3Alwaysz xOx
                             Carlii Elise - - - *

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Jul 9, 2004

Oh My God :-x

            Ahh...Yesterday Erica * Er Er Binx * came over around 7:30 and then we were bored so we decided to take a walk [[ Not a good idea ]] - Anyways...we were walkin and this car beeped at us and we were like w.e and kept walkin .. Then the car stopped and this old fat guy came out and he was really weird .. and he tried to get me and erica into his car n erica kept standin there -n- i had to pull her and we ran through the woods to try to get away from him - Then he got back in his car and started lookin for us ... We were hiding in the woods for a long time .. and then we had to climb through thorns and shit then we took off our shoes and went through the creek then ran into my house and told my mom -- She called the cops and the police came to my house to ask me and Erica some questions; He said they found an old truck that fit our description of the truck the guy was in - But there wasnt anyone in the truck so then he took us to where they found the car and it was the car the fucker was in ... So me and Erica got to rided in a coppy car !! - And the police said they haven`t found the ass hole yet but they are lookin for him - So yeh .. it was scary as shyt -- And he kept like passin our house ughh omgg !!
               So then me and Erica decided to stay in the house for a longg ass time - Then we got icecream :-) and popcorn !! Haha .. And went on the computer - Then Erica called up her mom and asked if she could sleepover and she was aloud :-D So she slept over and I fell asleep but then she woke me up at like 2:30 ... And we talked bout how guys can be ass holes and they tell you all thisz shyt - And eventually youh find out it isn`t true .. Which sux b.c you wanna beleive them and all .. But they lie and youh think they changed? They deff. haven`t ... Then I went back to sleep and woke up at 8:15; Cause she had to go to riding and I had to go to the orthodontist { Hott Pink Braces !! } Haha - So tonight I`m sleepin over Er Er Binx`s :-D And we`re not goin newheresz cause we don`t feel like ridin in a coppy car again for a while...Haha --
                Oh My God.....The kid Mike from my grammiesz just signed on .. And he asked me out -- I don*t like him like tht !! Omgg aww I feel so bad but I`m not gonna say yeah cause I really really really like some1 else, n I`m gonna wait for them cause they`re like the onlii person tht will make me happy to be wif so no matter how long the wait is, It`sz worth it .. and I think I`ll alwaysz <3 tht person..So I said I unno cause I didn`t wanna say no straight up -- But I talked to my cousin Nikki and she said she`d talk to Mike and tell him I don`t wanna go out wif him :-x Aww I feel bad :-( - - But I guess it`sz better to say no than go out wif him and not reallii like him .. right?
                                       So yeah - I guess you could say this summer`sz pretty God damn crazy

Thnkx so much Nikki ; I knoe I can trust
You with everything ! I`ll always be here
If you ever need somethin - Thnkx So Much

                                                               * * <3 Alwaysz * *
                                                    cArLii _ Elis3

Posted at 10:35 am by Carlii_Elis3
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Jul 6, 2004

From All Good - To All Bad?

       So The Past 2 Days Were Soo Much Funn !! Ahh !! Haha; Alright; So yesterday I woke up around like 1:00 .. Got dressed and all and just hung out ... Then came on the computer and talked to Christine Elizabeth Mattson then she came over and Brian was gonna come over. . .But couldn*t so..We went to the fireworks around 8:00 -- And I hung out with some people from acting --> Devon -n- Sam cause Sam follows me and my friends EVERYWHERE ... So then me , Christine -n- Sam were walkin around the park and what do ya know -- 2 Skaters were there looking at us and then me and christine walked by them and were like UGLIENESS!! and they were all like "Who us?" and we said "NO WAY!" so then they were all like cool ! haha .. so then; knowing me -- yeah lol .. I walked up to them and started talkin to them and then we all hung out for a while .. Brandon and Drake woo !! Their alottt hotter if you like see them up close cause from far away it'sz like EWW!! hehe --
        Me and Christine were bein stupid and kept wavin to them haha - Then we all went to sit with my mom , dad , sister n brother - And we saw Lizzie -n- Tessa on the way (( Bffenene --> luls !! )) Then we saw our old teacher Miss.Reb so we talked to her for a few minutes - Then we went n got water ice and saw Tessa .n. Lizzie again @ the waterice stand; so yeahh -- Then the fire works were reallii good - - - >> Christine: I like the pretty gold and red ones ! haha !! Bffenenenen --> lylas !! ... Hehe -- Yeah so then on the way out me and Christine were walkin to the car n got lost..But then saw LIZZIE AND TESSA AGAIN!!!! hahahaha -- Then we found my dadda n momma -n- sister and brother and drove home -n- Then Christine slept over -- We were on the phone with Erica Lynn for a while; And I straightened Christine's hair and did her makeup !! Whoo !! And we watched "Hannible" <-- I <33 Tht Movie..Yeh it'sz a little hm .. gross thoe .. So neways ... Then we talked alot and went to sleep around 3:00 - 5 hours later my madre woke us up to go to acting - * Then we got up like half an hour later and got readii to go .. Then went - Came back around 12; Then went to brookside -n- we saw CHELSEA LYNN DUFFY!!! hehe -- Shelby . and Sara - And Justin <-- Yeah so me and Christine stalked him for a while...lol...Then me n Christine hung out with Laura Pareezi and Melissa Quinlin -- Then they left -n- so did we.. So then Christine came back to my house and hung out for a while and then her daddy came to pick her up around 6:10 --> Then Ann -n- Rebecca (Shelbys mom n sister) came over for dinner...And me and Bec were hangin out cause shes just too cool haha -- So yeahh ..
             And then this girl starts bitchin -- Dude wtf? Like...Why do you bother ? We ALL know what your all bout and we ALL know you onlii care about urself...* And yeah I*d appreciate it if you could back off a little and stop telling me what to do * So yeah you can cut the bull shit .. - > We used to be best friends but .. People change and nothing stays the same - * So stop bitchin, back the fuck off, and quit talkin shyt on me -- * You Deffinitly Know Who You Are * -- Grow Up and stop thinking you own everyone and everything, you don't so shut the fuck up!!
              Laura just asked me to go to the movies wif her and Annie but my mom decided to be a bitch and not let me .. So tonights gonna be boring as hell !! Ughh !!

Reasa; Thnkx for helpin me out - I unno wht I*d do wif out youh ..
Sux we hardlii got to know each other when you were here _
wish you didn*t have to move .. Never change !! lulas

- You*re such a fucking ass hole, I don't know how I still love you from everything you've done. You made stuff so hard for me and some how I still love you. It's crazy how much I can't stand the shit you do to me, and I still care about you so much. I don't know anymore, I wish I could just have you back, but then again, I don't cause then the same old stuff would happen all over again.

                                           ... Some Point In Your Life You Relize Who ...
                                                  Matters In Your Life, Who Never Did
                                                            * And Who Always Will *

"Last night I had a dream, I dreamt a crazy phsyco path was trying to break the two of you up. Luckily, I woke up and I relized the world is just how it should be, for my best friend has won the best girl."

   <3 xox Love Alwaysz,
                     Carlii Elise - - -

Posted at 09:00 pm by Carlii_Elis3
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